, so I have ranted in the past about money problems. We all have them to some extent. Mine however, are seemingly never fucking ending.
I am in what is referred to as, the “payday loan trap”. It’s hell. Sure, the loan helped out at the time when I first acquired it. Now it’s a huge burden.
Every month I have to overdraw my bank account to pay the payday loan place, then I have to take out another loan to make up for the overdraft.
It’s a circle, so I guess it goes on forever??
It’s so frustrating to always be worried about money and how we are going to eat the second half of the month.
(The second half of the month is usually when things turn to shit.)
I know I need to fix this problem but I’m really not sure how…
The anxiety I’m feeling is incredibly overwhelming and I need to get a handle on that too.
Being at the Dollar Tree right now, was a bad move. Luckily my boyfriend came to my rescue. That means he waited in line while I went to the car.
I have had enough. Enough of stuff moving around me so fast, enough of people talking incessantly about this or that, enough of these $1 potholders looking at me all smug.
I’m taking a time out. I’m going to take a bath and maybe catch up on some reading. If you need me, I’m unavailable. Make an appointment for the 5th of never.