Home is such a nice word and I never realized how lovely it is to feel “at home” until recently. Following my boyfriend’s death, our apartment no longer felt like … Continue reading Home
I am still in shock. I know this because I am not really dealing with Jason’s death. I have so much on my plate right now, it’s kind of ridiculous. … Continue reading Is This Fucking Real?
I talked to a psychic the other day. If you don’t believe in that kind of thing, open your mind a little bit because I’m here to tell you, that … Continue reading This Bitch Of A Road
The night he stabbed himself we were at home watching Perry Mason, a part of our nightly ritual. At commercial, he got up from the couch and walked into the … Continue reading Yes, It’s Me, Sarah & This Is Not Spam
I chose yesterday of all days, to turn off the feature that had me pre-approve all comments on my posts. I chose to do this because of the way my … Continue reading My Retort
(This is a revised version of an earlier post from December 2018) I took a little break from my meds recently. BIG MISTAKE. It always is. I felt better without … Continue reading I Need Some Fun In My Life
Listen Up Confession time. Recently, I broke up with my boyfriend, many of you know. What I haven’t been talking about is everything he has been doing to get me … Continue reading Confession Time
Well it’s official. My boyfriend and I have broken up. He thinks I should be happy because I won’t have his controlling ass looming over me constantly but he just … Continue reading The End
Yesterday marked two years since my husband left this realm of reality that is our planet, Earth. He is out there now on the ultimate adventure and a part of … Continue reading My Sweet, Sweet Husband
Mental illness showed up in me at a young age, beginning with O.C.D. and morphing into full blown depression by my teen years. Although those things were difficult to deal … Continue reading The Kids Are NOT Alright
Featured photo: cafepress.com Gifs: giphy.com Someone asked me today if I’m ever happy. This question followed a bitch out session by yours truly. I had a good reason to bitch, … Continue reading Am I Ever Happy?
There is a lot I can’t say on this platform for various reasons. The most important reason is that my children have access to my blog and I want their … Continue reading Love In A Time Of Pure Craziness